Gone Are The Days!!!!

     Life shows you so many colors can’t predict whch one to choose -- As it goes whn choices are more the confusion is ultimate!!!! I guess I m also passing through such a passive face of life wherein I wanna b my old self once again with my old frnds!!

School Days :

     There was a time whn I was fully drenched in innocence and now is the time whn I m totally devoid of the same!! Back in school, life was awesome. A gang of 8 we were more than enuf to give ny other person in this world a severe headache in flat 1 mins time!!! Those were the days whn my mischiefs were optimum and age wasn’t a bar at all.. Have got punished n number of times for having played mischief on teachers, but never ever got punished for the same!! Was it the innocence I had on my face or my academic performance or was it the gang with me who were proving lucky for me everytime.. Whtever it was I was and always have been on the safer side while playing mischiefs!!

College Days :

     Once out of school, there was life waiting to welcome me with a bright future.. in engg. line. As per my wish having got the favorite engg. discipline there wouldn’t have been a person more happier than me on this earth. but as I joined the tech. institute, I realized life is not so easy as the one I had been through back in school.

     Being in a girls school I wasn’t very much used to the tactics of dealing with boys. Frankly speaking I couldn’t establish a very good rapport with my seniors especially male seniors during my engg. days (But now they are the ones I interact the most with). Convent gals (the one and only fultoos girls school in baroda) were the favorites of seniors during ragging time.. Being from convent we used to be favorite pieces for ragging :DDD Having gone through all those traumatic moments finally the most awaited day came whn I bcame the senior.

     Whn I used to get ragged, my usual revolutionary dialogues used to be “Ragging should be banned”, “I won’t rag nyone”, “Poor Soul see How much they get scared”. But once being the senior, I too got attracted to ragging stuff and ragged many of them!!! At many a places the ragging mastermind used to b mine!! Hope they haven’t cursed me for having made them do all those thngs!!! I donno how 4 yrs was gone as if it was only a life of 4 mins!!! The day of our farewell and the last day of my college were the worst days whch never ever would I like to remember!!! But one thng I m contended at this moment is my college frnds are still arnd. The most I miss are my school frnds and the school days!!

     Apart frm college and school life the most interesting parts used to b festive occasions especially holis, makarsankranti and the hot favorite navaratris!! Navaratri’s used to be so fun uptil final yr of engg, whch ultimately happens to be the last time, I danced to garba tunes on the soils of the cultural capital of Gujarat – my very own baroda. Now those beautiful memories reminds me of one thng, i.e to get something u have to sacrifice something.. but sometimes whn I look at myself today I regret of having lost so many golden moments, memories and above all my so very close frnds for this busy professional life(((((((…. Hope to have all those moments back sometime in the long run!!!!!

Professional Life :

     After engg began my actuall professional struggle. After lots of opposition and very much against my will I came down to b’bay for a professional life!! Initially no frnds no frnd circle made my life horrible even in a happening city like b’bay! But now whn I look bak I thnk I can never ever find a better life than tht ever again… May be that life is one of the reasons, why b’lore never bcome my cup of life!!! Life in b’bay was rocking every moment. Met some very good ppl and not to mention my most intimate frnd mango (Amit Tyagi) !! 

     But alas now being in b’lore I m totally away frm all of them. At this very moment it seems as if I m in the midst of a barren desert with no one to be seen for miles together!! It has always been adjustment for me once I started my life in b’lore. Even having made some very good frnds online , some out of my colleagues and PG mates, every time it seems as if I m missing the good old frnds and all those best moments of my life i spent with them!!! Hope to get united with all of them soon by this yr end atleast!!! But still regret remains tht those days r gone wherein at one shout I could have everyone arnd.. and 2day is the time whn after many phone calls also, no can come including me, reason being busy professional life!!!

Will I be ever able to get all those moments back????? Life is posing this big question mark to me with myself running short of answer!!!